Look at me now..
Sunday, May 19, 2013 @ Sunday, May 19, 2013 | Leave a comment?
As i looked back at my old pictures, i felt something weird inside. My heart.
''Oh, so this is me. Me on 2010. Three years back then. I was totally a mess. A huge mess to everyone, everywhere, in everything. I messed with wrong people in wrong situation. I made such foolish decisions and choices.''
Regret aint being useful anymore.
Being 'me' on 2013, made me realized, not all of them will stay. So there I go, regaining my guts to be stronger and stop expecting more from people. You know, people make mistakes, and perhaps being with this Maya Asyura just one of their biggest mistake. I'd accept that fact.
However, I would always be thankful to Allah for giving me chance to meet and having them in my life. My lovely family, my loving unbiological siblings, my awesome friends. Yeap.
I still remember. When i was in my secondary school, in SMSL. Its a shame. I don't even wanna recall those painful memories. I don't wanna be that 'me' anymore. It was no one's fault but me. Thus, I'd try to change. Hoping that I will be a better 'me'. Till now, I still don't know if I'm good enough. I'll never be.